6am (fentanyl freestyle) Lyrics

You pop a pill to go to sleep now you can't sleep without em

Now it's 6am you're still awake you wanna down a bottle

Everything you face you turn away so you don't face your problems

Your dreams are merely thoughts because you now have start to doubt em

Everyday is getting worse you'd rather not see tomorrow

Did this shit for fun look what you've done and all the hell that followed

Everything you've done was just for none everything's been swallowed

Look for reassurance in yourself but all you feel is hollow

All you know is discontent so in the shit you sit and wallow

You can never escape there's nothing on the other side

You can only find peace in knowing that you'll fucking die

You can pop as many as you want you'll never reach the high

Mixing left and right nothing ever seems to suffice

You wanted to fit in now look at all you had to sacrifice

Your sanity and mental health your bank account and social life

Used drugs for my anxiety now I can't even socialize

The weight of the shit makes me never wanna go outside

All I do is disappoint why am I always patronized

We all go through shit I used drugs to escape from mine

Take another hit another sip snort another line

Won't matter in the end what it is cuz we're dead inside

The way that feel been can't recall when I've felt alive

I'm mentally ill been destroyed nothing left inside

I pop a pill to fill the void nothings ever fine

You can live your life while I'll make a mess of mine

Tired of the pain on my way to hell I am next in line

Trying to restrain but i end up failing every time

I am such a fuck up and a failure why am I alive

Truly have no meaning I feel like I was born to die

Wanna be the light through the darkness but I fail to shine

Fell victim to the darkness now I'm mother fucking blind

Drowning in emotions I won't make it to the shoreline

Never put myself first only care if you're fine

Care too much about people who don't care if I live or die

Full of despair you don't know about this pain inside

Holiness deprived ain't nothing bout me sanctified

Nü age anti christ lemme fucking crucify

Why am I subjected to this pain and always scrutinized

Always talking bout dying when I'm dead don't be surprised

I just want it all to end when I fucking close my eyes

I just fucking hate this life I'm not even knowing why

I don't even need a reason all I've ever known is strife

Ain't no god that I believe in I'm not praying to the sky

Ain't no blessings I'm receiving I'm not even asking why