abomination (remix) Lyrics

I am an abomination

Take my corpse and desecrate it

Spent my life getting wasted

All my problems never faced it

Wonder why I'm full of hatred

Don't try to change still complaining

So much pain I'm devastated

Can't explain it's too frustrating

Out of time my patience breaking

Thought that this time that I could make it

As always I was mistaken

I hate that I'm too complacent

I hate the rode that I've paved

Too far gone I have to take it

Lay face down on the pavement

Hope one day I'll find a haven

Too far gone to ask for saving

In too deep to try and change it

Made my bed I have to lay in

Hate my head I wish it'd cave in

Hate my thoughts my spirits breaking

Take my heart it's always aching

Hate that I am always faking

Dread the time where I'm awake

My soul is yours for the taking

Look at the mess that I'm making

Full of stress I can't stop shaking

I'm a wreck I can't stop pacing

Tried my best my heart is racing

Tried my best was it even worth the attempt

Dread all the time that came and went

I need to forget hate just to reminisce

Life it is full of shit not once felt bliss

So all I can do is loathe and lament

Time is money look at how it's spent

Cut my life short on every fucking hit

I am an abomination

Take my corpse and desecrate it

Spent my life getting wasted

All my problems never faced it

Wonder why I'm full of hatred

Don't try to change still complaining

So much pain I'm devastated

Can't explain it's too frustrating

Out of time my patience breaking

Thought that this time that I could make it

As always I was mistaken

I hate that I'm too complacent

I hate the rode that I've paved

Too far gone I have to take it

Lay face down on the pavement

Hope one day I'll find a haven