kill me Lyrics

This life not worth living

I'm through did my bidding

I'm high the rooms spinning

I'm starting to get dizzy

Know no one will miss me

Well that is obviously

I do not want your pity

Please put me out my misery

Why is this happening to me

That is my life's biggest mystery

Forget all about me won't go down in history

Don't wanna be remembered for centuries

If you feel the same I'm taking you with me

Relapsed on the caine doin lines of whitney

The thoughts in my brain reason why I am attempting

To lobotomize myself here with a smith

Murder he wrote it was all that was written

My life story tragic now it's got an ending

This shit not fiction bitch I had to live it

These niggas fictitious when they say they get it

Quit tryna relate bitch it's making me livid

These niggas be fake bitch they just be pretending

These niggas bitches doing shit cuz it's trending

Pull up with a choppa now niggas repenting

Look in my eyes you can tell I'm demented

Ain't no surprise came from hell I've arisen

Nü age anti christ it smells like children

Stop questioning why came to terms with the shit

Struggled just to get by more to life than this

All I do is lament I am filled with discontent

Being happy I can't think of when

How did it come to this

Why is my life punishment

Just wanna be done with it

Where did it go wrong really got me wondering

Every time I think about it got me fucking shuddering

Dug my own grave and I keep on shoveling

I could never get a grip all my life been plummeting

I could never give a shit about this life what come with it

I go to sleep at night hoping I won't see the sun again

I'd be satisfied but my mom won't see her son again

Wake up everyday feel like a disappointment

Never felt gods grace never been anointed

Never really mattered I ain't never been important

Anguish is what I feel sick of this torment

Imma kill myself take this as a fair warning

Fuck how you feel give a fuck if you're concerned with

I'm alone in this shit and I always have been

You ain't help in life when I die don't be sad then

I'm so insignificant my death won't be tragic

Never felt the benefits of life only sadness

Couldn't reach the other side couldn't even grasp it

I could never try to hide it I could never mask this

Ain't no fucking glory that I could ever bask in

Life's a sad story just seeing how long I'm lasting

Hells on earth so I guess this just practice

For when I fucking die I'll burn like the ashes