disgusting Lyrics

Sorry that I make it hard to love me

I know that I'm disgusting

Thought you'd put no one above me

Or that I'd be so lucky

What is it that you want from me

To give you girl I have nothing

You really know how to fuck me

Hate it when you touch me

I need you more I'm so pathetic

I need you like I'll need a medic

When I fulfill my death wish

I call you I'll regret it

Trying to forget it

Wonder where my head went

I'd rather be headless

Thought you were a blessing

You turned into a lesson

You once stole my heart

Now I'm leaving you breathless

You only played the part

Now's the time for confessions

I knew from the start from your expressions

And I still dove in cuz I'm fucking helpless

If I can't be with you nobody can I'm selfish

Girl you drive me crazy you know that I'm fucking reckless

Put your hands around my throat like it was a necklace

You never wanted me I was just a new obsession

There's only one of me imma make sure it lessens

I'm fucked in the head with no sense of direction

You led me astray and I thought we were destined

Thought the world of you you're the reason I'm regressing

You knew about my pain still worsened my depression

So when I take you with me there's no chance of second guessing

Imma get back all the time I invested

One way or another you gone pay cuz I'm selfish bitch

Sorry that I make it hard to love me

I know that I'm disgusting

Thought you'd put no one above me

Or that I'd be so lucky

What is it that you want from me

To give you girl I have nothing

You really know how to fuck me

Hate it when you touch me

I need you more I'm so pathetic

I need you like I'll need a medic