Yesterday's Song Lyrics

I know I let you down I swear I'm sorry for that shit

I'm sorry that I fucked around I never cared about that bitch

I was focused on the wrong things

Slowly felt my heart sink

Carving out your name upon my flesh you hear my heartbeat

Racing like a car meet

Chasing you in my dreams

Running for your love fucked up on drugs memories haunt me

Daunting moments in my head they never end what do I do

Longing for some peace of mind I can't take this impending doom

No

I can't take this impending doom

My brain is an abyss I think my heart would like to rent a room

Wish I could restart and take apart the broken parts within

Tryna' sow my scars with poems and art as I confess my sins

If there's a god I wonder what he thinks

Puking in the sink from popping pills with all these whiskey drinks

Hidden screams echo inside my head it's hard to shut them out

This kerosene might rescue me from dread that eats me inside out

This cloud

It towers over me eclipses light

Slowly it devours faith until there is no hope in sight

Don't wanna' die I wanna' live I wanna' make this last

Wish to proceed in life but I'm so caught up in the past