Dying Inside Lyrics

I got these dark thoughts, clogging up my fucking brain

Might grab a blade and let it puncture through my fucking veins

Watch the blood drip, and let myself die slow

And when you find my body, make sure that my eyes closed

And this is me, this is how I truly fucking feel

So when you look me in my eyes, just know the pain is real

I've been through things that I won't ever probably heal from

Stuck in my dreams, cause when I sleep is when I feel numb

I never thought my life would turn into a nightmare

I fight my demons, but they never fucking fight fair

If you only knew the half of what the fuck I face

I try to move forward but it's like I'm stuck in place

No matter what, It's like the devil's chillin' on my shoulders

Everyday is getting darker, nights are getting colder

Barely sober just so I could leave reality

But when the high wears off, depression just recaptures me

Take a look into my eyes

Can you tell me what you see

I've been empty, dead inside

Take me out of my misery

Can you listen to my heart

Can you tell me if it beats

Can you see all of my scars

Every single wound that is hidden deep

And I don't want to be alive no more

And I can't bear this pain, these tears I can't hide no more

And I don't feel the love, no I don't feel the love at all

And nothing feels real, my life is just a big facade

I wish that I could change, I wish that I could smile again

I wish I could explain this hell in which I'm drowning in

I'm sinking fast and I can feel my soul burn to ashes

Don't hold my hands when it's time for you to close my casket

Let me go, let me rest in peace and finally heal

And let my story represent the pain I once concealed

I gave it all I had but somethings just aren't meant to be

I tried to tell you that my time would come eventually

No matter what, just know I'm thankful for the life I had

I'm thankful for the memories and all the empty laughs

Forever sad, my Innocence will be forever gone

So long, I won't be breathing by the crack of dawn

Take a look into my eyes

Can you tell me what you see

I've been empty, dead inside

Take me out of my misery

Can you listen to my heart

Can you tell me if it beats

Can you see all of my scars

Every single wound that is hidden deep