Promise Lyrics

I wish the best for you I swear it

Even if it fucking hurts

Promise you I'll parish and you'll find someone who puts you first

Sorry for the dirt I did

I was just a hurting kid

I ain't mean to fuck you up inside from all my words and shit

No

I'm so toxic and I fucking hate it

I change the topic when the truth's too hard for me to face and

I just wish that I could face myself

I'm too damn proud to ask for help I'm stuck in my own hell

Please forgive me I'm a broken mess

My hope is slipping through the cracks and holes inside my chest

I'm trying to keep myself together but I'm falling

Will I succumb from all this pressure oh it haunts me

Aw fuck here I go again

Always talking about myself lost in my own head

And then I wonder why I'm lonely I'm my only friend

Cause every time somebody holds me I feel cold within

But I love you and you know that shit

Promise you I'll come through and I'll catch you if you ever slip

Promise me you won't forget

Everything we've ever did

Promise you'll still love me when I'm gone and I no longer live

I know one day you'll be a great mom

And your heart will break no more from this pain I'm

Truly sorry for the goodness that I took from you

I know you probably regret everything I put you through

But I never meant a single thing

I love you dearly and that stands till' the end of me

My true love the perfect angel in my stolen eyes

What I would do to have you hold me tight for one last time