I Cry Alone Lyrics

Aye tell the truth

I don't even know where to begin

I've been so confused and patience has been wearing thin

So I create these beats to try and give me peace of mind

Hoping I release these thoughts that have intertwined

Within my heart, soul, and spirit I need clarity

Cause all this pain that I've been feeling has been scaring me

Like why am I this way

All these thoughts in disarray

I just pray one day that all this hurt will dissipate

It's been a couple months since I sat and wrote a song

And all these troubled months make me feel like I don't belong

Up in this music shit

I feel like I'm losing it

I try and speak my heart but I feel like I'm mute and shit

Fuck

Or maybe that's just all inside my head

And maybe I'm the reason why these tears always shed

Or maybe I just gotta' snap the fuck up out this mess

Or maybe I'm just meant to hate myself and be depressed

I really wish I had some answers now

All these questions really weigh me down

Lately it's been hard to crack a smile

I cry alone when no one's around

I really wish I had some answers now

All these questions really weigh me down

Lately it's been hard to crack a smile

I cry alone when no one's around

I try my best to give the best of me

I write this poetry in hopes one day it sets me free

I open up my wounds so I can help you cope with yours

The rain will vanish soon and sunshine will be restored

Haha, but who the fuck am I to preach to you

When I'm still lost myself and struggling to see it through

Feel like a hypocrite cause, I don't take my own advice

I write these scrips and shit but, I don't play these roles in life

It's obvious that I'm unstable and I got my issues

I feel disabled mentally from all the shit I been through

Heart broken, I start choking when tryna' vent

My heart's stolen and cut open from past events

Fuck

I'm sad and happy with this life I live

One day I'm happy and the next wanna' jump off a cliff

Damn

I hope one day I finally find some balance

I hope I find some peace of mind somewhere throughout this madness

I really wish I had some answers now

All these questions really weigh me down

Lately it's been hard to crack a smile

I cry alone when no one's around

I really wish I had some answers now

All these questions really weigh me down

Lately it's been hard to crack a smile

I cry alone when no one's around