Broken Hearts and Dreams Lyrics

Yo, I've been searching for myself

I just hope that I can find him soon

And I don't ask for help

Every time I do they just assume

But they don't see the hell

See the bloody trail I'm walking through

No, they all think I am well

But they only see the outside view

I try to let em' in

But it's like they got their eyes closed

Don't wanna' try again

I feel like my time's coming close

I'm dying deep within

Maybe this is the end of the road

My life is filled with sins

I don't know if God will take my soul

A broken soul I am

Cursed upon this holy land

No one here to hold my hand and death seems like the only plan

You don't fucking understand

What I have is a disease

Slowly taking over day by day until I am deceased

Nothings ever what it seems

Many times I've been deceived

The ones you love the most can wound your soul and make your spirit bleed

I wanna leave, I wanna die and leave this all behind

Want you to see the pain I hide that's left me so deprived

Everyday I wake up and I question if I'll make it through

Every night I stay up only wishing that my dream came true

I am so afraid of who I am and who I've changed into

When my mind is made up that will be the day I break the news

I won't be around no more I'll just become a memory

Promise you don't gotta' mourn my final breath will set me free

Everybody has been warned and it might happen eventually

I'll be gone tomorrow morning that will be the end of me

Everyday I wake up and I question if I'll make it through

Every night I stay up only wishing that my dream came true

I am so afraid of who I am and who I've changed into

When my mind is made up that will be the day I break the news

I won't be around no more I'll just become a memory

Promise you don't gotta' mourn my final breath will set me free

Everybody has been warned and it might happen eventually

I'll be gone tomorrow morning that will be the end of me

I just want you all to know

That I'm thankful for everything

I'm thankful for the life that I've been given

And I'm thankful for everybody that's in it

But this has nothing to do with you

And it has everything to do with me

And if one day I'm no longer here

I just want you to all know that I love you

And you have made my life worth while

You gave me a sense of purpose

A reason to try and hold on

I love you

Even after my dying days