Slowly Letting Go Lyrics

These suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head

It's hard for me to wake up and roll out of bed

I'm tired of feeling weak, and I'm tired of feeling dead

I'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands

And it's hard for me to vent cause I hear the same shit

But you don't feel what I feel when the pain hits

I could fill my walls are about to cave in

I see my downfall and I'm falling straight in

Nothing feels the same anymore, no, no

I don't feel the love, all I feel is alone

What If I become so numb, so cold

Wish that I can run far away from home

I've been holding on for far too long

Slowly letting go from the world in my palms

Sorry if this hurts, I don't mean no harm

Put me in the dirt cause my time has come oooohhhhhh

Slowly letting go

Of all I've ever known

And all you've ever seen

Was all I've ever shown

But deep inside I'm trying

And deep inside I'm crying

And deep inside I'm dying

I'm tired of holding on

Slowly letting go

Of all I've ever known

And all you've ever seen

Was all I've ever shown

But deep inside I'm trying

And deep inside I'm crying

And deep inside I'm dying

I'm tired of holding on

I'm tired of holding on

I'm tired of holding on

I'm tired of holding on

These suicidal thoughts got me lost in my heart

Forgetting how to love cause my hearts' torn apart

And all my loved ones we have slowly grown apart

I'm staring at myself like I don't know who you are

No I don't know who you are anymore, no, no

I don't know who you are you've become so cold

Got so many scars buried deep inside my soul

Reaching for the stars while I feel so low

And I do not wanna' live

Forgive me for my sins

Sorry If I hurt you but this is how it ends

Tired of faking smiles I can no longer pretend

Tired of breaking down got no strength left within

To the ones that I love

Please don't mourn

Finally at peace, I no longer feel the storm

Finally at ease, from the sorrow and the tears

Finally I'm free from this life that I fear, yeah

Slowly letting go

Of all I've ever known

And all you've ever seen

Was all I've ever shown

But deep inside I'm trying

And deep inside I'm crying

And deep inside I'm dying

I'm tired of holding on

Slowly letting go

Of all I've ever known

And all you've ever seen

Was all I've ever shown

But deep inside I'm trying

And deep inside I'm crying

And deep inside I'm dying

I'm tired of holding on