Hidden Tears Lyrics

Could you picture love without an end?

Picture love without the tears?

Picture life without a friend?

And picture life without no fears?

And what if we embraced our years?

What if we embraced our years?

What if we embraced our years, and we ain't ever look back?

What if we replaced tears with love, happiness and laughs?

And what if there was no sadness?

What if there was no sadness?

What if we ain't ever feel hurt and all we ever felt was joy?

What if we ain't feel unsure and always knew where we were going

Just what if?

Could you picture that?

Yo, I'm so lost inside my mind

I feel like I'm out of time

I'm so tired of mama crying

I'm so tired of people dying

I'm so tired of saying goodbye

I'm so tired of holding tight

I'm so tired of feeling tired

I just wanna' close my eyes

I don't wanna' see tomorrow

And everyday that follows

I can't relate to no one I've grown sick of all these convos

Everything seems pointless

I feel like I'm voiceless

No one understands this not my choice I can't control this

Depression has me captive

I know I should be grateful, but I take this shit for granted

Honestly, I'm sorry

If I could change I really would, but this is who I am and I'll forever be misunderstood

I'm just a product of what God made

I'm just a product of a flawed Man with heartaches

I'm just a product of a broken soul

I'm just a fallen angel walking down this lonely road

I don't know man

I wish I had answers for the way I felt

I wish I knew why I hold this burden deep within

I don't do this shit on purpose

I don't choose to feel this way

It's much deeper than that

And sometimes it kills me because I see everyone else happy

I see my family

My friends

They just seem so much stronger mentally,

And me, I'm so fucking vulnerable

And I just don't get it

And that scares me

That scares me because I'm wearing out

You know I try and tell people be strong

But what does that mean when I'm running out of strength myself?

You know?

It's like

It's like, it's like I just can't catch happiness anymore man

If depression was a switch

I would flick it off right now

But depression's like a bitch that don't like to see you smile

She will kick you when you're down and she will trip you when you're up

She will stick you to the ground and she will hit you in the gut

I've been dealing with this shit for years

And I hide the pain amongst my peers

When I explain it's like nobody hears

Only if

They saw these hidden tears

I've been dealing with this shit for years

And I hide the pain amongst my peers

When I explain it's like nobody hears

Only if

They saw these hidden tears

Only if you saw these hidden tears

You would see I'm suffering

You would know that I'm sincere and I've had just enough of me

I don't like no company I much prefer to be alone

Distant from my loved ones and hardly am I ever home

I just wanna' run away

Somewhere where the sun is grey

Somewhere where there's no such thing as pain and no such thing as hate

Somewhere where I'll be okay

Someday I will be okay

No I can't promise you I'll stay

No longer holding on as I slowly slip away

To live another day means to fight another war

Forgive and always pray but I can't do that shit no more

I could tell my faith is dying

I'm trapped inside my own asylum

I lost myself and I can't find 'em

If I off myself I'll probably find 'em

Yeah I could tell my faith is dying

I'm trapped inside my own asylum

I lost myself and I can't find 'em

If I off myself I'll probably find 'em