Fairytale Lyrics

Yeah

I said I'm sorry that I'm fucked up

I wish I could be better

But it's pouring in my heart it's a stormy weather

Won't forget her cause she dealt with all my bullshit

She deserves better fuck dealing with my foolishness

And yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit

Why the fuck you think I hate being me and shit

I need another fix someone quickly patch me up

I can't exist not unless I have these fucking drugs

And I'm sorry

I know my loved ones probably think less about me

Tryna' stay afloat but I swear to God I'm drowning

Every step I take feels like I'm climbing up a mountain fuck

I'm running out of strength

I'm running out of patience

I been losing faith

Will you save me before I take my life away

Please save me someone take this knife away

Look me in my eyes

Tell me what you see

Hope one day I'll find

Peace inside of me

Suicidal thoughts

Suicidal dreams

Once you realize that nothing's ever what it seems

Used to think life would end up like a fairytale

Then I blinked and I woke in this lonely hell

Lord forgive me for my downfall

But this weight is too much for me to stand tall

So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome

I get lost in these tides of emotions and fuck

No I can't swim

Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin

I've sinned in my past no I won't lie

I sniffed in the bathroom a couple lines

Aw fuck here I go again

Blurting out a bunch of bullshit I'll soon regret

Please forgive me I beg you

If I become an angel I will protect you