ONIMATO Lyrics

It's like I'm just

It's like I'm just existing at this point

I'm losing my faith

Forgetting my purpose

And losing sense of everything that once mattered to me

Take my tears turn em' into wine

Everyday I'm scared less of dying

Growing jaded from the cold wind

My soul is tainted heart frozen

What is love if it causes pain

Up above is that all in vain

Hard to find where my faith is at

Maybe one day I'll take it back

Maybe one day I'll be okay

Hard to stomach these lonely days

Soul ablaze will I burn in hell

So much rage and I hate myself

How much more will my soul endure

What the fuck am I hoping for

Everyday is the same ol shit

What if happiness don't exist

No

What if happiness don't exist

And all these problems just can't be fixed

No

What if happiness don't exist

Fuck

What if happiness don't exist

What if happiness don't exist

And these damages can't be fixed

What if sadness is all you feel

Flashbacks become all too real

What's a God when you live with demons

Every thought is so damn deceiving

Hard to smile when inside I'm grieving

Bleeding out no one hears me screaming fuck

So many answers with no explanations

How the fuck can I bow down to a God who leaves his own child forsaken

Growing cold my soul is vacant

No one knows I'm slowly breaking

If he jumps off no one save him

If he jumps off no one save him

It feels like I'm falling deeper and deeper and deeper into this endless void

It's dark in here

I'm lost

I'm lost

Everyday the burden deepens on me

Feels like a million demons on me

My anxiety's been rampant

Out in public and I start to panic

I been damaged by my own blood

So I don't trust and I don't open up

The soul of man is broken so corrupt

I'm sick of hoping that I fall in love

With life again I'm dying within it hurts

Can't help but feel this all that I deserve

I'm sorry for the words I never said

One half of me is numb the others dead

No

One half of me is numb the others dead

My sanity has sunken me in debt

With misery this hell will never end