Rock Bottom Lyrics

I sit alone in my bed i lay

I can't sit and justify my ways

I let depression pick apart of my brain

My minds a weapon and i'm in my aim

Alotta money sitting in my bank

Living in debt cuz the price i paid

I sit alone questioning my faith

Behind my phone just to hide my face

Cuz if i don't then i just might break

Don't really know what's measures i'll take

My heart corrodes and it can't be saved

I should of known, what was at stake

I'm turning cold cuz my life don't change

I wanna fold, but i just can't cave i gotta flight

Don't know how much left is in me

Why do my thoughts always turn against me

Why's it so hard, when my problems hit me

What if all along the problem, is me

Broken as hell there's no way to fix me

I feel like a misfit

I wish all of my burdens were lifted

I was blind to the lies i was given

Visit my mind and you'll find that it's twisted

I'm twisted, don't hate me

Still running but forget what i'm chasing

I'm burnt out i need matches to save me

It's turns out that i'm actually crazy

I find it crazy, how i never broke out of this cycle

I know what the issue is, i'm in denial

I should probably go to church and open an bible

I've been putting off god, i need him for survival

I admit i'm sinner but i believe in christ tho

Holding on to my hope, knowing that if i don't

Ima end up on the edge, i'm my biggest rival

Resent the pain i hold and plus on a side note I

Broke down yesterday still

I'm numb now i don't feel

Struggling i can't feel

No one's stepped in my field

Broken down after i build

Lotta fakes, can't find real

I need my glass re-filled

Dead inside can't find thrill I'm

Still, at the bottom, by myself

Stress been effecting my health

Pressures got my overwhelmed

I just checked in a hotel

I needa be alone, don't wanna be alone

I feel like i am in hell

I just check my phone, why do i have a phone

Ain't no one hitting my cell, yeah

It is just me like it always been

We could had love but you came and went

It's okay it's alright cuz we made amends

But still think about what we coulda been

But enough about that, let's get back to this

I want real, i don't care what your status is

If i spot out a fake, ima handle it

I don't care if you leave you'll be back again

Cuz you'll be back and i promise that

A bunch of a lames on IG hitting me for follow back

Hoping that i'm follow back, honestly i am off of that

This popularity contest is lame and i'm not apart that

Instead of getting a follow why don't you get to know me

Don't say you love me, display the action and show me

I set bar high I don't got no time for you phony's

Trying show me fake love that's why i feeling so lonely

I'm slowly hitting rock bottom but I'm tryna climb to peak

I cry myself to sleep the misery that it brings

Is making wanna leave and walk away from my dreams

Cuz it's no longer for-filling, I'm living my life on E, i need

Somebody to save me, talking to myself man i feel like i'm crazy

I'm sick of me and all my problems

You can't go lower when you hit rock bottom

Ooo, ooh, ooo, ooh, ooo, ooh

I can't get much lower then this (I can't get much lower)

Nah i can't get much lower then this (I can't get much lower)

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