They Don't Even Know Lyrics

They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma, it's become apart of me

They don't even know, I have PTSD, a pain that'll never leave

They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat, I'm tryna find a remedy

They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep, because I see you in my dreams

Always see you in my dreams, I think I need wake up

I just wish I could move on, kuz I don't wanna stay stuck

The voices in my heads loud, they never seem to stay shut

Overthink till I can't sleep, paranoid so I stay up

Always lost in thoughts again

Showcase my pain to my audience

Watch me rise till I fall again

Hate my mind cuz it's fraudulent

Always swimming in doubt

I can't ever get out of it

Woman want me for clout

Now I'm raising my walls again

Biggest fears is blowing up

Before reducing my trauma

Cuz all that added stress

Will only add to the problem

I gotta, lotta money

It doesn't fix anything

I want someone to love me

Cuz, then that would mean everything

Always feeling high, then Im feeling down again

Tryna find the source, don't know what the problem is

Why am I alone, lost the ones I started with

They don't even know, that I'm getting tired of this

They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma, it's become apart of me

They don't even know, I have PTSD, a pain that'll never leave

They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat, I'm tryna find a remedy

They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep, because I see you in my dreams

My Left arms filled with tattoos

When really those are just scars

I got them during bad moods

Or whenever life was hard

Always used a distraction

From all the pain in my heart

Never found satisfaction

From getting paid for my art

It's a ridiculously trade off

That only seems to worsen

Cuz money doesn't pay off

When you're a broken person

It' hurts when, some people think

My musics, music it's self

When really it's my diary

I literally cry for help

I'm over looked, I'm disregarded

I'm Insecure, I'm broken hearted

I feel unsteady, The pressures heavy

I'm getting tired, of being artist

Need rehabilitation

A reset from all of this

I'm at the point of breaking

When's the end to all of this

Always feeling high, then Im feeling down again

Tryna find the source, don't know what the problem is

Why am I alone, lost the ones I started with

They don't even know, that I'm getting tired of this

They don't even know, I'm dealing with trauma, it's become apart of me

They don't even know, I have PTSD, a pain that'll never leave

They don't even know, that my heart doesn't beat, I'm tryna find a remedy

They don't even know, that I could hardly sleep, because I see you in my dreams