Can't Escape Lyrics

Yeah, I don't wanna talk, stop reaching out

Didn't need you then, don't need you now

This fucking world's tryna beat down

I spill my heart till, i'm bleeding it out

I rap my truth, never leave it out

I overthink, when i think about

Those who did me wrong, So i write a song

Cuz you motherfuckers gotta see me now, I'm

Tired of this, i'm just tryna get inspired again

All of my demons keep piling in

Until I can't breath

They make me believe

That i'm hurt till i'm spiraling

I hate the mood that i am in

Conceal my pain, i'm hiding it

This feeling won't fade, i'm tired of it

Yo why is it, that all my feelings

Always have me stuck on the deep end

I an not sit around and pretend,

Like i'm alright, when i'm in pieces

Seeing all the people i believed in

Switch up, so they force me to leave them

Now my trust issues keep increasing

While i'm tryna battle my demons, I

Wanna quit but that just isn't me

I put a decade in this

I've mastered my self belief

But one thing that i can't fix

Are the burdens my life bring

They suffocate me and it's

Dragging my soul underneath

Wish i could breathe

People aren't who they pretend to be

So i keep my distance

Cuz i'll see thru them eventually

Fake people calling people fake

That sums up the whole industry

I see them as enemies

I got reals one who stick with me, but

I'm trapped in my thoughts

I have felt so lost

Why can't i get out

Cuz i just can not escape, ooo

Cuz i just can not escape, ooo, i just

Waking up feeling empty and stuck

It's depressing it sucks, i'm not tryna give up

But i can not escape this, yeah, yeah

Yeah i can not escape this, yeah, yeah

Yeah, going to bed

With these thoughts in my head

Make me feel i'm less

Like i'm better off dead

Cuz i can not escape this, yeah yeah

Yeah i can not escape this, yeah yeah

Yeah, i'm surprise that i don't drink

Maybe that'll numb my pain

At night when i can't sleep

These thoughts scatter my brain

And make me start to think

About times that i've wasted

Chasing, people I grieved

I need a reset, hate feeling depressed

Deflect, every single issue and

Regret, reject any help you offer

I'll eject, and isolate myself

Cuz either way i swear these next

Chapters in my life, i won't let nobody in

But i know i'm a fuck that up cuz isn't it obvious

I always break my self promises, the problem is

I'll commit to everybody else before jonathon, damn

My demons keep me cornered

They taunt me til i'm tortured

Happy sad, in that order

I may have a disorder

Carry weight on my shoulders

My heart is Growing colder, my dad is never sober

That's why i don't go over - I

Sound over the top, in every record i drop

Live my life we can swap

Some say that i'm blessed

When really i'm not

I got everything but can't enjoy anything I got cuz

I'm trapped in my thoughts

I have felt so lost

Why can't i get out

Cuz i just can not escape, ooo

Cuz i just can not escape, ooo, i just

Waking up feeling empty and stuck

It's depressing it sucks, i'm not tryna give up

But i can not escape this, yeah, yeah

Yeah i can not escape this, yeah, yeah

Yeah, going to bed

With these thoughts in my head

Make me feel i'm less

Like i'm better off dead

Cuz i can not escape this, yeah yeah

Yeah i can not escape this, yeah yeah

I can't escape the pain inside my heart

No i can't escape, no i can't escape