Still Lost 2 Lyrics

I didn't ask for this life, I was born in it

I'm alive but my soul died, I'm just mourning it

I got everything I ever wanted, yet I

See the world moved on and slowly left me behind

Saw my ex's pregnant now, damn should of been mine

Thought she was the one for me, It hurts me still I can't lie

Saw my friends settle down, turn to husband and wives

And starting family's, I've watched them all from the side

It's like they found the thing I search for

But never could find

And no one told me success will leave you empty inside

When no ones there to share it with, fuck how careless was I

To not noticed them using me, ones who swear they would ride

Until the end, I've hit the end and now they're no where in site

I'm so motherfucking lonely and there's no where to hide

I have struggles, their aware yet they never tried to see if I'm fine

How much can I take

Lost along the way

I'm still lost, still lost

I'm not the same

How long can this wait

I'm about to break

I'm still lost, still lost

I'm not the same (Same)

I didn't ask for the life, I was brought in it

I still feel alone despite, my big audience

I know they say that time is supposed to heal

But all time ever did was show me time isn't real

All my let's just be friends, aren't my friends anymore

Those who used to check on me, never check anymore

Wonder if they'll come and see me, when I'm out here on tour

Or will they see the ad for it, laugh and leave it ignored

Not like I need them cuz we know I made it the farthest

At times I wanna finish on the path we have started

I'm heartless, cuz I'm owed apology's that I'll never get

I'm tryna forgive myself and burn away my regrets

No one left, feels like I'm losing control

I swear this winter's about to be cold

People tell me that I'm winning, when I already know

The only issue is I hate that I'm winning alone, damn

I'm tired, I'm tired

I'm tired of being alone

How much can I take

Lost along the way

I'm still lost, still lost

I'm not the same

How long can this wait

I'm about to break

I'm still lost, Still Lost

I'm not the same (Same)