Going Gets Hard

Going Gets Hard - Sik World

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Going Gets Hard" When I look inside a mirror, I don't recognize the person who I use to be I just need space, they think I'm okay, all because of this smile that I keep These break downs gotta create a break thru, at least I keep saying that to me I been praying to god to heal my inner child, my emotions make me think I am unworthy and it's always irks me That's why I over achieved Tryna prove myself, so no one can tell My insecurities run deep And that's how I hide them Maybe I just need to hide then Cuz if they look they'll see all my scars And point out and magnify all of my flaws And it's getting hard, displaying myself in a room Of critics critiquing every song I drop and every move My mind's been abused, my self worth is weighed by likes and views If I don't hit a certain number of plays it starts effecting my mood I'm sick of my ego, but I keep it real tho, I really don't know what to do I'm paralyzed by my self image I carry pain but it's well hidden I'm struggling, there's no help given Nobody knows the hell that this is I'm the black sheep in this rap business Life broke my spirit, you can can't fix it There'll be a day where I have vengeance I'ma step to your face and just laugh in it Cuz you don't wanna look out for me You don't wanna fight another day I know it's hard It's hard, it's hard, it's hard Yeah, it's just in me inside my studio like all day Working, never take off days Been a hand full of hard ways I'm deaf to what y'all say I don't ever listen I just keep the distance and I elevate Been in my room since 17 Charted on Billboard you would think That you'd be congratulating me You don't relate to me? Yeah, that's a lie You know my music is real, don't deny it When you was in your room and you would cry You know you needed Sik World in your life and just Just know that I know I can't talk to girls on the low Who screenshot to boast Struggles you don't even know Struggles you don't even know I'd just rather not even talk That's-that's why I'm not replying to you Because you screenshotted me, so ha I can't, I can't Yeah I just, I'd rather not Woah ooh, and I know it's hard I know it's cold Know you got your scars Please stay Yeah, it's hard It's hard, it's hard, it's hard