I'm Afraid Lyrics

I'm Afraid - Sik World

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I can't even lie, it's hard to commit

When I find someone, I just convince

Myself that she's like my last

It doesn't last and then we split

This pattern is making me sick

Trauma bond again and again

Playing scenarios that don't exist

Stuck in the past, I need a grip

Loves a game and I let her win

I can't let nobody in

She's left me damaged

Caught her red handed

She single handedly

Showed me when

You give your heart

You'll get torn apart

And left in the dark

It's hitting me hard

Since you left your mark

Emotionally scarred

It is what it is, damn

Inside my heart, lies a feeling of hate

Cuz after 2 years you still lied to my face

I know you love causing misery

Look at your history

No wonder, nobody stayed

Saw the red flags and thought you could change

Was it your plan, to throw me away

Was it your plan to cheat all those days

What was your plan

There's a trail of victims laying behind you

I died on that path

You cheated on me, then played the victim

Fuck I still took you back

Got my new girl tryna pick up the pieces

Got my new girl fighting all my demons

Got me set back and feeling defeated

And lately all I can think is

Maybe I'm not enough

Said ima leave, then called out my bluff

You knew how to take my feelings

And twist them I'm wishing

That there was just never an us

Got my walls up, it's weighing me down

Cuz my new girl can't take them down

I'm afraid she won't wait around

Me being in pain must make you proud

Questioning if she loves me

In this position because of me

Bled on her when she didn't cut me

God this feelings disgusting

I don't want nothing

But to be vulnerable now and get fixed

Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit

She's tells me again & again that

Baby, I'm not like that, I'm not going to hurt you

Yeah, just afraid of another mistake

I am afraid I don't wanna get played

I don't wanna give my all again

Just see all of it being called out as a waste

She effected me in multiple ways

Threaten suicide, when I'd walk away

Playing with my emotions just so I would stay

And while I stayed I saw all her games

She was a liar

She was a cheater

Look what she done to me

She even lied to my baby mama

So I'd lose custody, damn

I got to let this baggage go

I got someone in front of me

Who's in loves with me and

Got her wondering

If all her comforting is gunna work

I'm still discovering, how all that suffering

Got me uncomfortably scared to get hurt

This is something no one deserves, nah bah

Feelings inside

I feel people going to push me aside

I'm traumatized, by all of the lies

I'm paranoid, it coincides

And i don't know why

Always got fear in my mind

Looking for something that's harder to find

When you experience, betrayal like mine

Your start to get blind to people that try, I'm

Done looking back, I'm done looking back

How can we ever build a future, i live in the past

It's holding us back, you don't deserve that

We don't deserve that, its time to detach

I wanna last, i see who are and love who i have, I'm

Done questioning if she loves me

In this position because me

Bled on her when she didn't cut me

God this feelings disgusting

I don't want nothing

But to be vulnerable now and get fixed

Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit

She's tells me again and again that

Phone Call: I know it's not your fault

I just, I get so caught up in my head

Like I just, I can't manage the way that I feel sometimes

And I just, I know it's not you, It's just

Its just shit that I went thru

I know, I know, I know its not you though

I got to fix that, I know I do