Here Alone Lyrics

Feels like I'm at the bottom of hell

Got a lot of fake people out here wishing me well

Friends or foe, I don't know, it's getting harder to tell

Got my walls up, regardless ima stick to myself

I just deaden all my feelings that I had and I felt

It's until you hit the bottom, people come out and help

And that's if they help, people only care for themselves

The only W they take is when you're taking an L

Tell 'em farewell, yes for real, hope they know it

Kinda like I did ex, I left her broken

I can tell she's been lying, I didn't show it

Until she said that one lie, then I explode

That only showed how easy she can lie

And how deceitful she can be when she's cry

I see evil in her eyes, they say the devil tends to be in disguised

As the person those close in your life

I hadda kick her aside (yeah yeah)

Moving on, move along, swear I been thru it all

You ever feel like your mind is a cell

And you're walking thru hell

And you don't know who to call

Who would you call

Cuz I tried calling, no ones answering

Not my soul, not my friends, not even my family

No more asking for help, that's the last from me

Rather be alone, then have these snakes stand with me, damn

I'm finally charged up

I spent the last year moving with my guard up

It's deeper than music I don't care for stardom

It's me myself and I, you don't wanna cross us

Y'all just stay out of our way, thats perfect

Looking for the answers still, I'm searching

Just cuz my heads down don't mean I'm nervous

It means that I'm working

You can tell, you can tell i

Can't see me quitting as an option

Relaying to myself that i got this, woke up

Feeling grateful glory to god

I know he's got me on his watchlist, hold up

Tired of waiting, no patience

You gon' see me rise, that's for a fact

I'm bring all the real rap back

Spilling all of my feelings

Getting my life on track, let's go

On a journey that I travel alone

Some join, some left, now i'm all my own

Those who tried to reap the benefits, i let 'em go

I need real ones around me that are chasing our goal

There's a high standard, that i continue to hold

It's separates me from everybody I know

I don't associate with nobody, I can't and I won't

I'd rather do me while they keep doing the most

Broke out my lows, & now I'm just rising again

At least think so, cuz I tend to spiral again

My mood swings got me fighting against

Myself, cuz I feel like my life's so on the edge

And I always pledge the next days gunna get better

I wake up, feel the same, throw my hands up whatever

Sometimes you gotta move when life isn't together

Cuz the ones depending on you, need you way more than ever

And they need me, so I'm give it everything that I got

In this wicked industry that's everything that I'm not

A bunch of sell outs, that will do anything for a shot

To get famous, they'll stomp you to their way to the top

These phony ass blood suckers needed to be stopped

The only relationship i water is between me and god

And thru him, it's all possible, I can not be stopped

He's the reason I get strength when I'm against the odds & I'm

Finally charged up

I spent the last year moving with my guard up

It's deeper than music I don't care for stardom

It's me myself and I, you don't wanna cross us

Y'all just stay out of our way, that's perfect

Looking for the answers still, I'm searching

Just cuz my heads down don't mean I'm nervous

It means that I'm working

You can tell, you can tell i

Can't see me quitting as an option

Relaying to myself that i got this, woke up

Feeling grateful glory to god

I know he's got me on his watchlist, hold up

Tired of waiting, no patience

You gon' see me rise, that's for a fact

I'm bring all the real rap back

Spilling all of my feelings

Getting my life on track, let's go

Ohhhh, Ooo, Ooo, Ooo

Believe in myself

Oh No