LEAPIN' Lyrics

They don't understand the shit that I say uh

I've been spittin from the heart until it sprays uh

Wanna make a livin off my art and pain uh

Until it dwindles unmarked into its grave uh

They don't understand the shit that I say uh

I've been spittin from the heart until it sprays uh

Wanna make a livin off my art and pain uh

Until it dwindles unmarked into its grave uh

I ain't to melanie martinez

Makin up my demons

For some sort of allegiance

The shit I spit is hard, call it cement

There's some. hunger in my heart and it wants to get to feedin

There's been Hella struggles I've been barely defeatin

But I keep on leapin

But I keep on leapin

Was cuttin like them scissors be

From a troubled history of misery

Wanna stay away from them blades till they mysteries

If I have kids they will all be wearin smiles

Can't do what my parents did, I gotta break the cycle

A substance that I'm farin is just another rifle

Momma was starin just another thousand miles

Emotions get to blarrin and it's just another spiral

Sometimes all that torment

Turns my frontal cortex

Into a fucking vortex

I make all this music cause I never felt heard

I put all this hurt into every word

Hopin that it surges into all the herds

And the vision that they seein doesn't appear blurred

And I'll understand all my worth

Isn't based off of external chirps

Based off of external chirps

I will never pay for a verse

In my bag like change in a purse

They all lag, but I'm playin in first

I never lack when I'm creatin work

I grew fast from the pavement not the dirt

Toe tag like they layin in a hearse

I got so much rage inside my heart don't let it leave me

I got so much rage inside my heart I let it feed me

He be talking tough but he ain't ever really beat me

Talkin to these people but I know none of yall see me

Got this ptsd it put the pain on repeat

I've been feelin broken since the get go

I don't have insurance, someone killed my fuckin gecko

Got a constant feelin of a rock inside my chest bro

I don't give a fuck about you throwin up yo set bro

Imma leave yo body creakin like you at a rest home

Been writing from my soul, that you best know

Writin all this shit for me, ain't worried bout yo test bro

They don't understand the shit that I say uh

I've been spittin from the heart until it sprays uh

Wanna make a livin off my art and pain uh

Until it dwindles unmarked into its grave uh

They don't understand the shit that I say uh

I've been spittin from the heart until it sprays uh

Wanna make a livin off my art and pain uh

Until it dwindles unmarked into its grave uh