I MISS MY PARENTS Lyrics

In my child homes

I saw methadone

Break down my parents bones

Just causin more pain

Watch the addiction grow

They get to the lowest lows

And never learned to cope

So the pills stayed

And they ripped apart everything you loved

And they ripped apart everything you knew

The pain was all too much

the scripts that they gave you

Were the only crutch

Were the only crutch

I've seen 2 people yell over yellow pills

I've seen 2 people lose over little blues

I've seen 2 people lose their grip

Over little white sticks

I was just a kid

I was just a kid

Hard to feel better from a sickness

When it's all replaced by addiction

Both of them tried to erase what they thought was a misprint

They thought they were misprints

Cus these pills killed all their missions

Family only love them from a distance

They were

They were

Made in a rusty garden

It was birth where this trauma started

Sleepin in the neighbor's yardagain

Mama's got a blade that's sharpagain

She told you, you looked fat in that cardigan

So you

Shrunk down your stomach and you hardened it

They told you that religion was the only fix

And they whipped you with those fresh hard willow sticks

So you burned in your arm a little crucifix

I hate thinkin bout my fathers laugh

I hate thinkin bout my mama's eyes

They were killed with lies

They were killed with time

She was sobbin from my uncle Brian's suicide

Pops destroyed by the dad that he can't get back

Health problems only broke what was left

Abusin all these substances is what got em to bed

I've seen 2 people yell over yellow pills

I've seen 2 people lose over little blues

I've seen 2 people lose their grip

Over little white sticks

I was just a kid

I was just a kid

I hate thinkin bout my fathers laugh

I hate thinkin bout my mama's eyes

They were killed with lies

They were killed with time

She was sobbin from my uncle Brian's suicide

Pops destroyed by the dad that he can't get back

Health problems only broke what was left

Abusin all these substances is what got em to bed

Is what got em to bed

Is what got em to bed