Deep End Lyrics

Searching for knowledge 'til I hit rock bottom

Looking for answers in bottoms of bottles

Irony is when you're lost they'll all follow

Sobriety's bitter-sweet hard pill to swallow

Consign tonights good mood from tomorrow

Head filled with poison, chest feeling hollow

Thicken the syrup, try drown all my sorrows

Dodging the tick from the time that I borrowed

Sipping weed smoothies out a schooner glass

I remember pouring Painstop in Üludag

Used to ride the train when we'd truant class

Leave the carriage filled with wood-stain and ruined glass

But time doesn't stop it keeps moving fast

Some things never change, depends who you ask

You're on thin ice when you start using shards

You can't change where you start, but you can choose your path

So you best choose wisely

Gone M.I.A like my name Pooh Shiesty

Disrespect, I don't take to kindly

Distant, yes, I got places I'm trying to be

Miss my friends man, I hate this anxiety

Got trust issues from people who lied to me

On my ones most the time, but that's fine with me

Raise the vibe in my mind 'til I find my peace

Lost some people don't know how to cope with it

I'd be lying if I said I was over it

Heartbroken, don't know how to process it

But I can't give up yet, that's what I owe to 'em

Smile on my face, but i'm grieving

Looks are deceiving, been fighting demons

Trying to heal but my scars just keep bleeding

I've been swimming with sharks in the deep end

Smile on my face, but i'm grieving

Looks are deceiving, been fighting demons

I'm trying to heal but my scars just keep bleeding

I've been swimming with sharks in the deep end

Most days I still wake up screaming

Back to the wall, gotta face these demons

Hard to sleep, but it feel like I'm dreaming

Holding some secrets can never repeat 'em

So let me put this into perspective

I know my worth, i'll go where i'm respected

Quick U-turn, changed the place I was headed

These days I wanna live life, fuck a death wish

Girl I've got the world in my fingertips

'Round the country they know who I am

These boys got the world in their fingertips

'Cos they're stuck to a pip, twirling globes in their hands

I don't pop benzos I know who I am

Broken since bro tied a rope on the xans

Lady Macbeth, I've got blood on my hands

They don't understand what made me who I am

Smile on my face but i'm grieving

Looks are deceiving, been fighting demons

I'm trying to heal but my scars just keep bleeding

I've been swimming with sharks in the deep end