Real 4 A Minute Lyrics

So much pain in my past tried to run for ages

Three years in love then we turned to strangers

Two friends died two months later

And I can't lie I'm my own worst hater

Moved work didn't have no day job

Blew all my profits on girls and Painstop

Then I'd pop benzos til I fade off

Mix it with Endone, I didn't wanna wake up

So let me be real for a minute

Cos I been in my feels for a minute

This can't be how it feels when you're winning

Fight demons sometimes it feels like they're winning

Was a misfit kid didn't fit with a clique

I talk real life shit not the flick of my wrist

Peers were getting married posting flicks of their kids

I was on my kitchen floor having fits off the bricks

Fifteen on the pipe, got mixed in some shit

Burn foil while fiends shoot fits in their wrist

They were kidnapping kids over fifty bucks tick

I ain't proud it's just shit that i've lived

I would smoke and I'd sip like I don't wanna live

But life's been different since August the 6th

When Drew checked out, I don't know why he did

Nah I'm lying, I relate & I get why he did

Worlds evil, people and cash to blame

When you mix that thought with the sort of pain

When your heart keeps breaking, your options fade

That pressure makes even the strongest break

Memories vivid but the paints all faded

Thoughts are a maze music's how I escape it

Life's too short so when I say laters

To brothers & sisters I always embrace em

Fkn oath, Salty Mc

I'm tagging Misch Ddb, LachyTee, And Retz Hbb

I'm only doing that because they all rhyme so it sounds like this is part of the Ra... nah i'm joking