Slowly Letting Go

These suicidal thoughts got me lost inside my head

It's hard for me to wake up and roll out of bed

I'm tired of feeling weak, and I'm tired of feeling dead

I'm tired of feeling judged because nobody understands

And it's hard for me to vent cause I hear the same shit

But you don't feel what I feel when the pain hits

I could fill my walls are about to cave in

I see my downfall and I'm falling straight in

Nothing feels the same anymore, no, no

I don't feel the love, all I feel is alone

What If I become so numb, so cold

Wish that I can run far away from home