Slowly Breaking

Everyday's another battle I'm fighting for peace of mind

I've been walking through the gallows the shadows creeping behind

So I'm lighting up this candle to guide me out the abyss

Swear this pain's too much to handle when happiness is eclipsed

So I wish upon a star for the suffering to desist

Only if I could restart and repair my heart to be fixed

Loneliness and hopelessness both together should not be mixed

I been folding under pressure popping pills and taking swigs

I ain't proud of what I've done I swear it hurts to reminisce

I don't know who I become every time this depression hits

Push away the ones I love and lose myself in solitude

I don't know who I can trust cause no one ever follows through