Dying Inside

I got these dark thoughts, clogging up my fucking brain

Might grab a blade and let it puncture through my fucking veins

Watch the blood drip, and let myself die slow

And when you find my body, make sure that my eyes closed

And this is me, this is how I truly fucking feel

So when you look me in my eyes, just know the pain is real

I've been through things that I won't ever probably heal from

Stuck in my dreams, cause when I sleep is when I feel numb

I never thought my life would turn into a nightmare

I fight my demons, but they never fucking fight fair

If you only knew the half of what the fuck I face

I try to move forward but it's like I'm stuck in place