new me Lyrics

I've been left in the dark with no type of guidance

Ride with demons who don't respect who I am

Loyalty is first so for that I'm honest

Aint no bluffing because for mines i'm all in

I've been chasing dreams that done turned to nightmares

A lonely dark road I paved by myself

I loved hitchhikers

Rolling with they thumb up

Got what they wanted yes men for the come up

Look at my back

Can you see the wounds?

Acupuncture for the pain that you put me through

I pulled blades from my back just to cut the ties

Lit fire to the bridge from the rage inside

Private island

My peace resides in

The thought of you dying to a great tsunami

Fortune called me

It has an offer

But with it comes pain from my closest patnas

Damn...

Bullshit

Are you really gonna do this

Are you really gonna choose this

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry

Who this

I been bringing out the new me

All my patnas gonna shoot me

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry

I've been dreaming of this life since a 9 year old

Ghetto stars from the block bringing diamonds home

Always kinda knew what level i'll be on

But the trade for that is my soul for all

For the fame and fortune that money's scorching

Hot on yo body while you living soulless

I ain't losing focus

I'm tryanna indulge in

The shit I deserve even if I'm broken

My mom's back hurt from the couch she sleep on

My pop's back broke from the jobs he keeps on

The bills on the table how I wish they be gone

Fuck the hood my lil sis gone see more

Where's the contract I might just sign it

A platinum artist

A grammy nominate

I'm feeling hopeless the pressure's on me

I made promises failure's not an option

Bullshit

Are you really gonna do this

Are you really gonna choose this

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry

Who this

I been bringing out the new me

All my patnas gonna shoot me

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry

99 percent my time is spent on survival

Our killer was assigned in the womb

Death at arrival

Yo rival

Might be the one sitting beside you

To guide you

To yo demise pretend he riding

The wheels fall off

Who gone walk the rest?

When the dough is low

Who else invest?

In your dream

The scheme is to provide the best

Fake support till the hate make em' die of stress

I feel betrayed my trauma came out yo mouth

How my pain taste going to the ears of a clown

When the rain came how you feel I wasn't around?

To protect the crown begin to part the clouds

Who the talk of the town?

My phone calls tell me who

Yo contact still there but the message ain't blue

I told Judas

I knew all along I forgive you

Your dead and gone and your guilt went with you

Bullshit

Are you really gonna do this

Are you really gonna choose this

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry

Who this

I been bringing out the new me

All my patnas gonna shoot me

The cars the hoes the jewelry

Jewelry