god? Lyrics

You don't make up for your sins in church

You do it in the streets

You do it at home

The rest is bullshit

I swallowed my pride and never seen it again man

Can I get it back? Can I get it back?

I buried my anger and the cat's got my tongue

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

They tryanna take my soul for the ultimate sin man

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

Im tryanna talk to God the relationship's dead man

Can I get it back Can I get it back?

I sit alone in my room just looking at the crucifix

Where'd it go wrong and when will I be born again

Momma used to make me pray before I went to bed

I believed you saved my life no oxygen was in my head

I was breathing through them tubes after scrambling through them meds

Brother crying by the hospital door my momma was scared

Nurses going back and forth sticking needles up in my skin

But I sensed a little presence and I felt that you was there

As a child I was loyal praising Jesus no worries

Talk to God every night whether im healthy or hurting

Till a demon came along and took my innocence away

How can God let that happen after all that I have prayed

Babies dying and they crying from the torture and the rape

Pure souls in the Purgatory lost within the pain

Slave trade, mass genocide and more is on the way

My soul is up for grabs if I die before I awake

I swallowed my pride and never seen it again man

Can I get it back? Can I get it back?

I buried my anger and the cat's got my tongue

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

They tryanna take my soul for the ultimate sin man

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

Im tryanna talk to God the relationship's dead man

Can I get it back Can I get it back?

It hurt my momma deep that religion aint in the scene

But that don't mean I don't search for God before I sleep

Demons creep, preserving my body before I meet

My demise and I toss and turn to hell's king

I seen demons in my sleep so I know that evil exists

But it's not a fairy tale like all them churches make it seem

Aint no fire underneath because hell is right here on earth

Ask them thugs about the shells in their body the way they burn

The equator's getting hotter the land is up in a scorch

Block is hot and it gets hotter when you jumping off the porch

But there aint life without balance so I know that god is near

With every fear that you got an angel's serving as yo peer

Every bad situation a blessing comes right behind it

If you missed it take a look at yo memory and rewind it

I know im conflicted but i'll never stop searching

I find God in my self when im writing all of these verses

I swallowed my pride and never seen it again man

Can I get it back? Can I get it back?

I buried my anger and the cat's got my tongue

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

They tryanna take my soul for the ultimate sin man

Will I get it back? Will I get it back?

Im tryanna talk to God the relationship's dead man

Can I get it back Can I get it back?