how long? Lyrics

Yeah

Just

I don't know how I ended up here

Feels like i've been here forever but

I don't remember how I got here

How long i've been stuck here?

Is been so long I aint seeing tomorrow

Man I dont know

Just how long i've been stuck here

How long i've been stuck here

How did I end up here?

It was just the morning

Now the angels are mourning

Thinking bout how did I end up here?

How did I end up here?

I thought I was healing but im reliving the trauma

My life was mapped out as an innocent child

Ideas scratched out

Decisions were thrown out the window

Like how im feeling wishing that I was falling

Last thing I remember I was holding a bottle

The feeling of euphoria was drowning the sorrow

Nothing was important if a sprite didn't follow

The liquor to my liver after burning my tonsils

I was sitting as a passenger then gone with the wind

The lack of oxygen put me into an abyss

Sunk in kept falling till the present was dim

Just in all my problems had just turned paper thin

The feeling of a kid receiving a mom's kiss

The comfort of a grin after making a wish

Sudden twist now suffocating reaching for him

But the other's out to grim rewarding me for my sins

How long i've been stuck here?

Is been so long I aint seeing tomorrow

Man I dont know

Just how long i've been stuck here

How long i've been stuck here

How did I end up here?

It was just the morning

Now the angels are mourning

Thinking bout how did I end up here?

How did I end up here?

Stuck in a loop

Where my thoughts are agonizing

Avoiding the truth

It's a different tale im writing

Telling myself it ain't happen just forget it

Bury it deep where you forget that shit is hidden

It was written like a classic song stuck in yo mind

It don't go away it gets catchier with the time

Playing it over and over becoming yo guilty pleasure

Reciting every word like it's you on the record

This is my situation

And frankly im desperate

Front lined a war with myself and a lesson

Feeling like I subbed for marines under this pressure

I never left my dreams and it turned to a mess up

Is this life after death

Taking my last breath

To find out every choice I ever made was a threat

To my peace after living a life full of stress

That a hole to my chest aint the way that I left

How long i've been stuck here?

Is been so long I aint seeing tomorrow

Man I dont know

Just how long i've been stuck here

How long i've been stuck here

How did I end up here?

It was just the morning

Now the angels are mourning

Thinking bout how did I end up here?

How did I end up here?