The Reason Lyrics

I hate the fact that the reason I rhyme comes from a time I was betrayed

A blessing i was able to fix a broken heart with a pen

And put my mind on the page

But A curse because now that moment is cemented

And something I can never forget

Going through that is the reason

I'm alive stemming from an adventure of torment

If I dont belong in rap then why do i shake in convulsion

If I take a break its revolting

Why do I get an instant relief

After mixing a song from beginning to naming the whole thing

I came along way removing the pain in the old me

Give you my story the paintings unfolding

I try not to be caught up asking why a blessing never happened

I gotta move on the stages are calling

The times i wished I did this when I was younger

But the truth is back then I hadn't met the hunger

I hadn't felt the trials of life the test or suffer

But the path I took I was blessed to recover

The relationships that were never ending lovers

Both lookin to be on the perfect trending cover

Ending a tragedy were meant to be together in the moment

But life said were not an ascending couple

Good or bad everything happens for reason

You dont always like it but the fact is believe it

I know if I never left the 2444

I wouldn't be attackin n breaching the attack n release

I don't think I'd be alive without the stat's im receiving impossible to say

But I was flattened n beaten

Pursue a career n got struck by the covid

Built an inventory to manage the demon

The most important thing is playin where cards were dealt

We needa live on n force our scars to wear belts

The most difficult times make our heart tare n swell

Then we grow stronger to find a better spark to bare hell

Negativity stemming from Dark Hair cells

That bury us in a cave down a dark Stair well

And If I stopped youd Hardly Care I fell

And everything I done with the bars is barely melted

There was a conversation that I should be given this up

But something bout that makes me feel sick in the gut

When theres clear evolution that my ink skill is abrupt

I Feel like Krakatoa my Spitting erupts

Grind everyday to ensure im Giving enough fighting my head

Make sure i dont Slip in a rut

Battle rap with anxiety its getting to much

All I can do is play the beat n start lifting me tounge

Thirsty for blood and relentless If there's 1 thing I've learned

Critics like twisting a nerve even if syllables are unthinkable to word

I push hard n flip em the bird

Even when life belts my dick in the dirt I stop giving a fuck

Cuz I know what Im giving the earth

Feels like last year we was living a curse

The city's burned and everything im killings is earned

Three course meal Introduce a thousand locals

Promote a work of art to boost a loud vocal

Back In the day I couldn't produce without a roasting

I thought I had a clue an found a Motive

Even tho I found my niche I can't figure it out

It seems Im just as ignored as the truth about covid

And the chip on the shoulder is getting stale

It's a never ending effort workin to prove a mountain in motion

My active fight against an massive vi rus went back to quiet

But rapped at night

Now its put me into a place which I can map the hype

Switched it up with a plan im not lacking sight

I swore an oath to myself 22s the year I put in work

Even if it means I sacrifice family

Because while I have friends that are black and white

it takes a savage grind to get the magic I write