PROUD Lyrics

It makes me proud huh seeing all my demons drown huh

I'd give my life in the lines I rap but don't want no shining cap

It makes me proud huh that you can't bring me down huh

Had you punks burning me now poeple wanna work with me

A beginner feelin a winner hungry even with the beats im eating for dinner

Giving up is not what id dream to Consider (Nuh) the Flow for the finish line needs to be Guicker

Ignore the fuckers who want me to give up thinkin your opinion can redeem me a quitter (Haha) My lifespan by the week is thinner so I gotta make sure every release is bigger (Bigger)

Study and hustling for my first degree even tho after an absurd disease

Put me under pressure to begin a murder spree (Yeh) a set back that made me learn to Breathe and not give up I know it's gon work for me keep my head up with the strength Of Hercules (Hercules!)

Failing its a certainty (It is) but failing myself is what hurts beneath (It hurts!)

I stand out from the rest of the pack and give myself endless curtisy

You Don't like me becuz im different (Fact) havnt you flocks ever Herd of sheep

Quite often approved by yes men and felt like critics do not deserve to speak

I Prayed for the armor then kicked open the door and decided to never return the key

Proud to say I was able to overcome the anxiety of bein trapped in a room

It Took 25 years to work out life unfortunate I never mastered my youth

Now 28 im stuck in a so called disasterous flu its duble A

Mixing this shit throwing punches like im attacking the tune in what ever fuckin' pattern i Choose

I Need to make it work No matter what action I move (Yeh yeh)

It's hard to know where im gonna hit all i need is a fraction of room

And momentum to get my practising through n then deliver to my rappers n troops

Can't let up too much gassin the booth plus I got to many maggots to prove

I Found myself in a position where I have to live in a budget

Nobody'l gimme a bucket it's a fact (Yep) I gotta be Committing a hunned (Uh huh)

I Left a job for a mission of hustle for what turned out to be an infinite struggle (It's life)

But then learned by inches of huddles to rely on myself for mixing the puzzle (Myself)

I Do everything myself almost like im the one thats digging the shovel

It's True independence your crazy to think I'd ever be given it up

I feed off the energy of doubt because self believe is what made me stop given a fuck

From fl to treading water in protools (Advanced) my syllable game is hitting the button

I'm holding onto life by the skin of my teeth workin for the plaques

Braced n Practising a little bit a Higeine and not many compete with the rhyme scheme

The moment i feel a beat is the minute I breathe and suddenly time hints it might freeze (Wait)

Which might mean at foot level if I stop Im finna be in a box 6 times deep

Just like rakim Iv felt rejected now considered a mic fiend

So much so the rhythms lighting in a jar I keep it contained but one Day

I'll crack whether it's a rib or right spleen I'll do whatever it takes to be with the high team

Of elites

I put it on everything swear to God (I swear to god) this resilience defines me

So Why would I let anyone put me on a box when im born to break limits

They hate for no reason im an artist putting in a lot of thought to create lyrics

So I made it a law to make digits by then I'd of poured 8 figures

Into my craft studio beats and videos the math gives me 48 critics