A Fearless Mind Lyrics

These people don't understand what it's like in the mind of Fearless J

With all of the creativity

With all of the great results

The high achieving

Comes torture

Comes agony

Comes all varieties of pain

Voices in my head

Voices in my head

No matter what I do I can't escape the voices in my head

No matter what I do I can't escape the feeling of dread

All these fucking feelings got me wanna fill my brain with lead

I'm a genius

I'm so blessed

Also cursed

Put me in the hearse

All this agony

As far as the eye can see

I don't want this life to end in a tragedy

Dancing on the beat like a ballerina

That is my beat knocking in their speakers

To get this good gotta be a creature

To get this good gotta have relations with the demons

Everyday I wake up and I'm fucking beasting

Get through my job like that shit is easy

But that shit ain't easy it's just I'm a genius

Try to stay humble but I stay elitist

Dabbled a psych head

Now I'm on psych meds

People can't tell if I'm joking when I say I almost left

Reefer an outlet

Acid and the Ket

DMT reality has changed who knows I could be dead

I am not stable

And I never will be

Say what you will but that is just reality

Doctors say everything like they know totality

But I know better because it is my mentality

I speak from my heart that I've torn apart

With a series of decisions that have made me have to restart

Many times throughout this life I've turned this life to shards

Take the pain from the mistakes and turn it into art

I chiefed the weed til I can't eat and all I do is barf

DMT til I can't see and see this life in charts

Life ain't a treat it's bittersweet or maybe even tart

That is why I feel the freeze depression looming large

Voices in my head

Voices in my head

No matter what I do I can't escape the voices in my head

No matter what I do I can't escape the feeling of dread

All these fucking feelings got me wanna fill my brain with lead

I'm a genius

I'm so blessed

Also cursed

Put me in the hearse

All this agony

As far as the eye can see

I don't want this life to end in a tragedy