Pandora's Box Lyrics

I opened the box

Am I even alive at this point

All these trips did I exploit

Summer 17 I made a choice

I entered the void

Once you enter the void things change forever

Feel the jester he's so clever

At the same time he's annoyed

Treating divine like a toy

Dabblin in evil I snort off the key fob

I opened the box but the message not followin

All of these pills that I'm swallowin

Slowly they change from the drugs to the meds

Still got a fear of the feds

Sometimes at night I lay in my bed with a sense of impending dread

All that karmic debt

Have to pay it back

Evil holds it over my head

One day it'll have me dead

So my message gotta spread

Before this life meets its end

In a rush I'm getting spent

But need this out before I wretch

Before I ascend

Would like to have a long career with family friends a dear

But that isn't me

That isn't the choice I made

Maybe I played it safe

I wanted to make sure the message relayed

Before I am slayed

I won't seek it out and maybe I am wrong about all of these damn ins and outs

That would be great of course

Growing old and watching life run its course

My voice is hoarse

My eyes are heavy

I played it safe and work relentlessly so all I ask is that you listen

Eyes are heavy but they shimmer

In the end I kept it realer

Yes to this day I'm a sinner

But with that I'm getting better

Progress over perfection

Haven't moved perfect without no detection

But I'm still here not heaven

That's because I learned some lessons

So many questions

Maybe I'll get answers when I go

Always dreamed of shows

Might not reach that goal

But I'll sacrifice whatever it takes for this fucked world

Time to go

Hope you enjoyed

I opened the box

Am I even alive at this point

All these trips did I exploit

Summer 17 I made a choice

I entered the void

Once you enter the void things change forever

Feel the jester he's so clever

At the same time he's annoyed