Chaos Lyrics

Let me in

Let me in

You know know you like the way it feels

You love chaos

Chaos in my heart

Chaos in my soul

Chaos all around me

Startin to lose all control

Too many hits from the bowl

Now my life has lost all meaning

Years of chasing cleansing

Chaos is what I've awoke

Too many hits hella tokes

Too many trips to the hole

When I let the chaos in then chaos becomes my whole world

Had a frat bro made him choke

People would duck when approached

Ever since then it has felt like I'm livin life in a cloak

Do I deserve success

Ask myself that question

Then I mentally start to regress

Self sabatoge my number one play

Wishin these demons would just go away

But I've learned that takes dedication

Can't look for someone to save me

Gotta go pray gotta go pray

Chaos in my heart

Chaos in my soul

Chaos all around me

Startin to lose all control

Too many hits from the bowl

Now my life has lost all meaning

Years of chasing cleansing

Chaos is what I've awoke

Got the guala and a degree

I'm so elite at my youth

But the truth is I've been hurtin

There are times I want a curtain close

There are times I want a powdered nose

Only thing stoppin me is all the memories

Of the people I hurt when I let the chaos in

In that life of sin

I'm tired of spreadin fear and lies

Demons they grow from within

Got accountability from the loving skies

So I'll follow what is given

Take God's plan and I will mimic

Take my learnings and give back

Swallow pride and don't combat

Be authentic drop the mask

Let go of pain

Let it out

Chaos in my heart

Chaos in my soul

Chaos all around me

Startin to lose all control

Too many hits from the bowl

Now my life has lost all meaning

Years of chasing cleansing

Chaos is what I've awoke

Wait what

No

You love chaos

You should let me in immediately

What are you doing

You will regret this

You will regret this