The Middle Lyrics

Chill in my apartment

Gym with a sauna

Forest with the fauna

I do not hear the blah blah

Pull up in the dark car

Livin in the middle

Do not get it twisted

I've been in a hellhole

Dabblin in the crystals

Thought I saw nirvana

Then I saw a cop car

I've been in the darkness

Tryna find the light

Been seein things through sights

Time to lose the fight

Help me win a better life

Help me win a better afterlife

I've been feelin all this pain and strife

The time has come where I can grow and rise

No more dwellin it could cause my fall even demise

I've been undercover fakin smiles

Sadly inner change it takes a while

Time to face the villain he resides in the mirror

Growin in his power even with a couple beers

So begins the process and I fall a couple tiers

That's karma in action feel the burn every damn hit

Instant gratifyin but it hurts in the damn net

I've been crazy places tryna fill the emptiness

All these outer quote on quote loves but not myself

Need to fuckin stop with the dates goin crazy

Lookin at a thong OnlyFans as replacement

Make a fuckin song bout a chick just to stave it

Runnin from a void to a void it's insane shit

Insane shit

Got all these dollar bills yet I'm broke

Just another corporate shill sold my soul

Gotta make the pain go nill hit the bowl

All that fuckin DMT took its tool

Morally expensive

Feelin all this tension

Try so hard to blend in

Still feel like a vagrant

Chill in my apartment

Gym with a sauna

Forest with the fauna

I do not hear the blah blah

Pull up in the dark car

Livin in the middle

Do not get it twisted

I've been in a hellhole

Dabblin in the crystals

Thought I saw nirvana

Then I saw a cop car

I've been in the darkness

Tryna find the light

Been seein things through sights

Time to lose the fight

Help me win a better life