a slow death Lyrics

Why does every word I say

Only follow with a sentence

I've been swallowed by my thoughts

That's why I'm never in attendance

In this world full of death

You only hope that your remembered

I've been struggling with life for so long I grew a temper

I hated losing till I lost you

Lover boy I wear a costume

Broken hearted in america

To fix it will cost you

Yea I've been broke for so long

That I don't know what wealth is

They want me to be myself and when I'am I'm selfish

I don't need much to keep my heart intact

How can you say that you love me

When there's no skin left on my back

I feel the anchors, the devils kiss felt of cancers

Remember having nothing still meant that I had something

I put my hands upon your heart and told you this is what I wanted

I feel warmth from the fire

The only love that was felt was through ah writer

On my deathbed and fiction is what I required

A slow death but I close my eyes with a smile

They tell me think before I speak

But I don't speak before i write

I'd take a closer look at things but I'm just losing my eyesight

I was never broken, I was pawned as the mistake

The only regrets that I still carry are the chances I don't take

I write these words in a hurry for my love is full of scaith

Inside I feel nothing, because the impact of your life has made it all escape