i need to be alone Lyrics

I'm wasting my life on, pointless things

I sometimes think, when is life ending

I'm falling out of conversations

I can't pay attention, repeat the question

What if I told that love wasn't real

You always told me my kindness would kill

Never been afraid to say what I feel

But I always felt like a third wheel

Never put trust in my own fears

Never trusted I'm alone here

Late nights in my cold chills

Broken hearted it wont heal

I got to much on my mind but I keep it in check

I don't need to rewind

I'm just running away from the shit

That I thought was a waste of my time

Now I'm wasting my time

Why in hell would you hurt me?

Left me to burn and desert me

I know that my love is deserving

Don't know what to say so you curse me

I need to be alone or I'm gonna lose my shit oh oh oh

I need to be alone or I'm gonna lose my shit oh oh oh

I gave my heart away for the free

You only call me for shit that you need

Don't know what to say but I know what to think

The more that we argue the more that you drink

You're covered in scars, I'm covered in ink

Everything I know is gone in a blink

I just wanted you like me, stayed up all night nightly

To think of our past but not of the present

You always told me that I was depressing

I know If I die I ain't going to heaven

Send me to hell I ain't new to rejection

I always felt I was never accepted

Most of our time was spent in deception

How can I let love be love and still never feel affection

I need to be alone or I'm gonna lose my shit oh oh oh

I need to be alone or I'm gonna lose my shit oh oh oh