Dreaming Of Disappearing To Cali Lyrics

What'll it take for you

To want this the way that I do?

I moved out to Cali

I wonder how you're all gonna go on without me

Cause you're always on my mind

And I can't tell you why

But I hope you get everything that you wanted

Cause now that I have, I don't think I deserve it

Don't even know how I got to this city

I'm grateful for this, but it's still not as pretty

As nights spent back home in the backyard on East Side

When we would lay out on the porch getting too high

I trade it all for a chance to be famous

But now I'm just scared that I don't have what it takes

To make it

So I fake it

Stay up late and

Never stay in

Hoping I won't miss

But I miss the way that it felt to be by myself

Always wishing that I could be someone else

Now I am and I don't think I want to

My friends hit the gram saying

I miss the old you

I know

Wonder, where did I go?

I guess I just got bored

I guess I wanted more

Yeah, I guess I just got bored