nostalgia Lyrics

I'm sick of downin' this vodka

I can't get around all my problems

With my head in the ceiling

I sit with the feeling

Now i'm gettin' nuanced nostalgia

My hate has been patiently plottin

With all of our memories forgotten

Now none of it matter

I'm stuck on this ladder

I pray that this rope isn't rotten

Put my peace in a jar like it's good weed

I'm nothin' that somebody else need

I'm faded and stagnant

My ribcage been ravaged

You left me to bleed, I just wanna leave

I stood up for you, but i'm back on my knees

Well, nobody stood up for me

Now i'm just like my father

And i shouldn't call her

When i'm in this nuanced nostalgia

And we used to laugh 'bout the past but i

Just want it back and i don't know why

Cause i couldn't fool ya

But i'll never call ya

Regarding this nuanced nostalgia

I wish that i never met her

She jus wanna fuck and i let her

Got my face 'tween her thighs like my jaw on the curb

When she said my name it's your voice that i heard

Sometimes i think that it might be

That you never really did like me

If i do this for you would you weep at my tomb?

Cause i swear that it's true

Only dying for you

I'm dying for you

Stay alone in my room

Where there's no room for two

But i hope you come through

Cause i need you now more than ever

And i been here too long, live forever

We used to laugh 'bout the past but i

Just want it back and i don't know why

It's like aerodontalgia

The world gettin' smaller

I take off your nuance, nostalgia