is suicide a sin? does the cross still cover it? Lyrics

I've never seen a purpose in the sentences I sing

Cause you take these words for nothing, I could say most anything

It wouldn't matter

It doesn't matter

I don't wanna sound entitled, but I do deserve to die

In your post-ironic life, you won't get a reason why

So heed my laughter

Cause what comes after

Doesn't matter

(Matter)

Maybe it's unfair of me to leave you high and dry

But it's been about a year now since I've had a chance to cry

But that doesn't matter

That doesn't matter

I am just exhausted being everybody else

I have nullified my personhood and killed my sense of self

Hung in the rafter (rafter)

Flesh follows after (after, after)

Everyone is busy, I should know, always alone

So don't lie and say that there's no way you ever could've known

No one's there for me to ask for help, I do this on my own

So I hope you hear me loudly when there's no soul in my bones

It's like the rapture (Rapture)

Except that matters (matters, matters)

This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter

This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter

This doesn't matter, this doesn't matter