frigid teeth Lyrics

Sometimes the hardest part of living is not giving up

Some times the hardest part of love is just getting loved

I spent a couple years

Sipping and flipping cups

And dipping to the drug store

Just to get a different buzz

The problem isn't that I don't feel

The trouble is that I feel too much

I can't shake it

Making lots of complaints

But complaining doesn't take the pain away

It only makes it more enflamed

Getting burnt

There isn't really much more to say

So I take it

Keep waking up

Even though each day is way too much

And the nights are worse

It's like I'm cursed

Try to fight the dark but the lights don't work

When I flip the switch

So I try to figure this shit out

Write it all down

List the pros and cons

Being proactive with the constant problems

I feel like I'm so close to solving them

Climbing up from the bottom of a rut

That I've been stuck in

For way longer than just a couple of months

It's been years since I felt like I didn't have something weighin on my conscience

Watching the loses pile up high

But block it all out

Like 300 arrows in the sky

Apparently I try too hard

Or I don't try hard enough sometimes

My friends are out having fun times

And my love life keeps suffering

Suffocating underneath my coverings

They used to keep me warm

But the warmth doesn't reach my heart anymore

I'm just cold like the ice on the road

Swerving back and forth

With an imminent collision

Cuz my windshield is fogging up my vision Getting bitten by the Winter's frigid teeth

I wish that I was living in a different century

I was meant to be the first in my family

To make a difference

At least that's what my granny mentioned

To me as a kid in the first grade

But now my options have degraded

In the worst way

I'm thirsty for a change in my inner workings

And I hope I'll be proud of myself

By the time I'm thirty

Surely this isn't the end of my path

So I slap some sense into my mind and remember where I'm at

Yeah I had a rough couple of years

But it doesn't matter

Cuz I'm gonna bounce back

Once I've found that one thing

Deep inside me

That reminds me of why I keep trying

Why I keep rising up out of bed

Why I keep putting up with all of the let downs

Why I keep allowing my chest to pound

Pumping blood through my veins as I'm pumping out thoughts from my brain

And I love it now

I used to refrain from being vocal

But now I'm feelin hopeful

So I'm finally comfortable

With letting my soul show

I wanna let people in

I wanna reconnect and be the man that I know I am

I'm ready to move past my past and get back to laughin for real

Instead of laughin to mask the blackness

behind my eyes that Ive had since way back when

I'm ready to be happy again