bread is broken Lyrics

My mind won't go to sleep

So I take a second, view my life through a peephole

There are people who really try to keep those feelings to themselves

Never letting anything go

Not me though

I gotta get it out

While I'm wrestling with doubt

Finding reasons to leave the house

So stressed I can feel it in my chest

And the pressure won't vent

So I'm stuck with this discontent

Cause the current situation is bringing me down

Feel my face hit the pavement

Thinking, "how did I get so low?"

I don't know

So blue that I'm indigo

People asking, "is it so?"

Yes

I've been depressed, I'll admit it

And doing my best is all I've had from the beginning

And it isn't like it's getting any better

But I'm pushing through the weather

Storms never last forever

Take life

Look it in the eye

The shit that I write

Man, it couldn't be a lie

Why would I joke about no hope when I should be saying I wanna be the most dope?

But instead I've been digging through my head

Tryna find a thread of hope

And break bread

So by the end of the day I can say

That everything went my way

If it wasn't for this music shit

I'd probably lose it

You can't imagine how much my mood is influenced

By the notes and rhyme

People quoting my lines

Spending every day writing

Hoping to find

A way to open my mind and let the pain out

Tried to find my own path

Now I take the same route

I'm inflicted with pain, so I spit game

To help keep me from going insane

You know Kang used to be so lame

Nowadays everybody just repeats your name

Or is it all just a dream?

Every night upright

Cold sweats and the screams

What does it mean?

Should I try to look deeper?

Put my hands together and pray the Lord is my keeper?

Take a deep breath

Close my peepers

Everything is ok

Don't fear the reaper

Take life

Look it in the eye

The shit that I write

Man, it couldn't be a lie

Why would I joke about no hope when I should be saying I wanna be the most dope?

But instead I've been digging through my head

Tryna find a thread of hope

And break bread

So by the end of the day I can say

That everything went my way

I want you to tell me this is it

Isn't it?

Got a passport to my thoughts

Just visiting

I wanna fast forward to when everything is different

The present's so dark, but the future will be glimmering

But only if y'all kick the ignorance and listen in

I'm just tryna finish in first, bitch

Get the win

I wasn't fitting in, so I tried to stand out

Never had a voice as a boy, but I'm a man now

And everything that haunted me

Kept me from feeling harmony

Is sitting on a paper in a book where I put it

To take it and rearrange it and try to make music

I hope you listen to it and experience a revolution

The weather's improving

The feathers have grew in

No more dreams where my feet won't move

And I'm loving it to death every second of my life

And I reckon it's a fight

But the blessing will suffice

Take life

Look it in the eye

The shit that I write

Man, it couldn't be a lie

Why would I joke about no hope when I should be saying I wanna be the most dope?

But instead I've been digging through my head

Tryna find a thread of hope

And break bread

So by the end of the day I can say

That everything went my way