one last problem Lyrics

I've always been a part of something big

While standing apart from all of the rest

I never felt love like anyone else

It's been a while since I last confessed

So let me say that when I first held you in the crook of my arm

I thought, "damn"

This is usually the time that the alarm goes off

Anxiety sets in; my breath starts racing

Something that could've been amazing is ruined because I'm crazy

But this time feels different

No longer feeling like a little kid

I'd really like to get to know the real you

Instead of losing this connection by letting it diminish

Cuz I'm content with the way we're making progress

Slow and steady

But when you're ready, I'm ready

Without even a hesitation

Cuz I've been feeling sick and in need of some medication

Now listen, I'm not tryna rush you

So I apologize if this is sooner than you are accustomed to

I'm not tellin you that I love you

I'm just sayin that I'm happy with the way this is going

Whether we're sitting and talking while watching

The Office or rockin out to the rhythm and style of Notorious B.I.G

I think you're gorgeous and although I never told ya

Even when we're in Sedona you're the most glorious thing i see

Yeah, I know I'm cheesy

But it's tough when the chemistry's achieved this easily

I know you've been S.A.D

At least seasonally

And that's why you and I have a reason to be

Cuz I've been to that place that you know so well

I've smoked alone in my own cell

And I know I'm not lyin when I say you feel it too

Cuz I can never lie if what I'm saying is true

I've got one last problem that I've got to overcome

Do I stay cool or keep holding on?

Can I tell you? Should I tell you?

What does it matter either way?

It's been a long time since those high school days

You see I used to get butterflies

And dream of girls under my eyelids

A hopeless romantic who always spoke with silence

Covering his face with the constant reminder

That these hands haven't held nothing in a while

So even though your palms are sweaty like Marshall Mathers eating his moms spaghetti

I want to have yours intertwined with mine

Cuz they're cold and need some of that warmth that yours provide

And I feel warm inside when I see you, kiss you

And in your absence, I totally miss you

I'm nervous, but only for a moment

Cuz as soon as that door opens my nerves are closed in a box and locked up

I got stuff on my chest, but it's best if I do not budge

I don't want to get this out if it's too soon, and lose you

Cuz that would leave a weight that's even harder to lift

I wanna hike with you

Get high with you

And then maybe watch some Adventure Time with you

I don't care

I just wanna spend time with with you

No matter what we do

I feel alive with you

And that's saying something

See I'm not great at expressing emotions

So I'm sorry for the lack of definite motion

I hold back; never open up

So I write these songs to help hold me up

But I can promise if you give me a chance

I'll be so damn excited

I'll be pissin my pants

I promise that I'll make you laugh, and give you extra packs of Kool-Aid

And listen to every single word that you say

And I'll respect your independence

Whenever you need some time for yourself

You inspire me to be a better version of myself

And you came along when I most needed your help

I've got one last problem that I've got to overcome

Do I stay cool or keep holding on?

Can I tell you? Should I tell you?

What does it matter either way?

I don't want to regret the words I never say