you/i Lyrics

It's the fuckin' problem with the system

It's the problem with myself

I lay waste inside a gutter, one drop it taints a well

And when the roll call comes, bitch I ain't there

I was too scared to be myself

I was tweakin' bout my health

Hell be on the 12th floor

I could've tried to grow more

But the issues all collect until

There's nothing in my body but a bunch of pills

Gun in my hand and the urge to kill

Starin' in the mirror like god damn, is this all real?

I hurt myself just to try and feel

In the end it never really worked

Layin' in the field fill my wounds with the dirt

50 grams of shrooms had me leavin' planet earth

Young as 15 with the thoughts of what's worse

And the issues now is lookin' back inside reverse

Good moments overshadowed by the negative

I see why they always hesitant to love me

I was living selfish I was filled with unhealthy coping

Copious amounts of bad habits and afflictions

I tried to stop myself, walk 100 paces in the kitchen

Lost a lot of love from the struggle with addiction

I pray I'll see em soon

Love yourself it's hard enough to do

Be a better person well that's just for me and you

You ain't nothing by yourself

You was worthless and depressed

Your room filled with filth and the sheet off your bed

You ain't never fuckin' try

Those pills made you numb you couldn't even cry

Those doctors wished you dirt so you may as well lie

Those parents plotting on you they won't look you in the eyes

But what the fuck is bad advice?

Drink some water nigga, maybe go outside

Go and take a run and maybe try to fly

Think it's better than lay inside and think of how it'd be to die

I don't ask twice

You ain't gon' be happy and I see why

I can only blame yourself

You and I be by ourselves

I did you wrong with lack of help

You was feignin' for the drug

I was feignin' for the wealth

We ain't nothing special but I think they all can tell

I love us

I hate that

You ain't gon' be happy and I see why

I can only blame yourself

You and I be by ourselves

I did you wrong with lack of help

You was feignin' for the drug

I was feignin' for the wealth

We ain't nothing special but I think they all can tell

I love us

I hate that