hark Lyrics

They ask me what's the point to reminisce?

Remember smokin', rolling coke inside a dirty spliff

Belief in hopeful now my mind is just a whole abyss

A hole in head I saw the body by a garbage can

Mom hold my hand now my body feel detached from it

Used to think of being rich, dreaming at the thought of shit

Three meals a day and a bank account with zeros in it

I read Marx and gained some understanding

I know my trauma came from childhood

I was different but I never could

They could've helped me but they never would

I helped myself with the wrong shit, I never should

I grew into self hatred and I put my foot

Down, blade in my hand

Just to make myself feel

Thinkin is this all real?

Ayo pussy what's the deal?

Middle of obsession with a dollar bill

Great depression, head under the sand and a bible written

I used to fail but never on a mission

Now I'm always smitten off a bitch that's named peace

Will I ever find her?

Prolly not

Besides the point of view it's always written what I'm going through,

They hardly knew

Root of evil and a few bottles what I'm sippin' to

The music of deflation it's a difference when it's made by you

And now I'm floating on a bed of violence that I couldn't move

One day they'll be sayin' rest in peace and it's probably soon

Used to say "I'll never make it to the age of 22"

And two years later I wish that it was really true

But the hindsight 20/20 dude

Used to say "I'll never make it to the age of 22"

And two years later I wish that it was really true

But the hindsight 20/20 boo