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We moved through thousands of years of dialects

I materialize everything inside Marxist context

And of course through it all we make a hundred missteps

It ain't no mistake that you're broken the same as the system is

Are my issues brain cells and imbalances or the power of capitalism's hold?

Ah, rhetorical question with an answer we know

Depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder

Suicidality and mommy slash daddy issues we use to control her

She change her name and her feelings in order

Replace the chemicals inside her with things that are stronger

Maybe weaker when the pipes needing solder

What's wrong, why you crying, you've got problems, they'll go away when you're older

Put her in institutions and treat her as fodder

Anaya ain't a person she a lamb for the slaughter

Traverse through time with a likeness that's odder

I ain't see no pictures of people like me in school

Hell I barely knew who I was besides a fool

Now I'm a statistic to be punchlined

Shopping thrift stores and was in the free lunch line

A penny to them was like a dollar to mine

I tend to escape reality with thoughts of bullets in my mind

Went inside and throw myself out to die

Scared of drowning but felt at peace when I lied

Habitually inhaling cancer I've tried to quit four times

But the voices come back

I miss Allan, I miss my friends it feels I'll never have back

I miss talking when it mattered now we discuss just facts

I miss myself before I knew myself and what's all that

I welcome change but I wish my heart knew that

I wish my music was me but now it's just all rap

Damn

Don't you see the problem with that?