speak or die? Lyrics

I know that I

Was somebody's first choice three or four times

But they were just boys who only wasted my time

Still it's not like I had better to do

I know that I

Was never the easiest person for someone to like

But was it my fault or was it just bad luck in life

God if you're listening I'm blaming you

I'm not Evelyn or Daisy

But enough people hate me

Barely making it to nineteen

What the fuck is a teenage dream

No one ever consumed me

Enough to write a eulogy

Is it better to speak or to die?

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know nobody chose me

I wouldn't know it cause I'm lonely

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know nobody chose me

I wouldn't know it cause I'm lonely

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

Why do I

Open my mouth when really I should just stay quiet

Stopping and staring when I know I should just walk by it

I never had someone or something to lose

And why do I

Blame it on allergies I know you know I was crying

Should I give up or should I keep trying to survive it

What would you do if you walked in my shoes

I'm not Evelyn or Daisy

But enough people hate me

Barely making it to nineteen

What the fuck is a teenage dream

No one ever consumed me

Enough to write a eulogy

Is it better to speak or to die?

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know nobody chose me

I wouldn't know it cause I'm lonely

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know nobody chose me

I wouldn't know it cause I'm lonely

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it

I wouldn't know cause nobody chose me

I wouldn't know it cause I'm lonely

I wouldn't know I wouldn't know it