nowhere fast Lyrics

I start to drive with no destination

Turn the music way too loud

I'm avoiding any sound that isn't

Billie Eilish or the angels singing

Hide my feelings in this car

I'm not getting very far

But is it for the better

If I'm driving in this weather

Making everyone at home

Wonder if I'm coming home

Mentally I'm in the past

Where I'm going nowhere fast

I try so hard to change

Maybe that's why I'm the same

Cue the rain it knows how I've been feeling

Orchestrating all my tears

Amplifying all my fears

And I look to the sky and I am simply dreaming

Oh I'm jealous of the birds

Do they know how bad this hurts

Letting Jesus take the wheel

Let him see how it feels

Let him be me for a day

Let's see how long till he caves

Mentally I'm in the past

Where I'm going nowhere fast

I try so hard to change

Maybe that's why I'm the same

Well the driveway says hello

It's saying welcome home

But it's lying through its teeth

Know that it's laughing at me

I feel safer in the past

Where I'm going nowhere fast

I tried so hard to change

Will I always be the same