worse than down Lyrics

Hate every world I'm in until I leave and then I miss it

I wish I could appreciate the things that I was given

But it's been years since I was happy why does no one listen

Wish I could disappear but then nobody would remember

The thought of leaving things behind it really makes my head hurt

I never really understood the meaning of forever

Wish I knew then what I know now

Being up is worse than down

Cause you never know what's coming next

I wish that I could take me back

To the good old days I never had

The past is all that I've got left

La da di da la da di da la da

La da di da la da di da la da

Wish I knew then what I know now

Being up is worse than down

I love attention till they come for me then I start hiding

Until I heard the noise I never really liked the quiet

Didn't think chasing my dreams would lead to just surviving

I really hate the sky the minute that the sun starts falling

Cause in the dark being alone turns into feeling lonely

Say I need space but I get anxious when my friends stop calling

Wish I knew then what I know now

Being up is worse than down

Cause you never know what's coming next

I wish that I could take me back

To the good old days I never had

The past is all that I've got left

La da di da la da di da la da

La da di da la da di da la da

Wish I knew then what I know now

Being up is worse than down

I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic

Easy to blame it for all the damage

But trying to break all my bad habits

Is even harder for me to manage

I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic

Easy to blame it for all the damage

But trying to break all my bad habits

Is even harder for me to manage

I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic

Easy to blame it for all the damage

But trying to break all my bad habits

Is even harder for me to manage

I'm pointing fingers at the pandemic

Easy to blame it for all the damage

But trying to break all my bad habits

Is even harder for me to manage